At the
age of 34 the last thing I had on my “things to do” list was to write a book. Events beyond my control however
have been the catalyst for my doing so. The book has been written over the course of 2 years to not only let the truth be
known but to also act as a salve, a poultice to my psyche as I sit idly by as everything I worked so hard to obtain is
destroyed.
My strength has always
been the ability to sift through information, uncovering facts and hidden agendas. Since February 2006 I have accumulated
a plethora of mental as well as written notes. I have also dedicated myself to almost two years of research,
interviews, private investigations, and other fact finding methods. I spent thousands of hours unraveling a most complicated
and twisted story, which also happens to be a well documented story.
For the most
part, my book was written in real time, shortly after the events happened. From time to time I jump back to try and help
you gain perspective to the entire picture of my story and how I have had to deal with publicly being guised as a person I
have never and would never be. It is a story that had to be written. The truth must
be told.
My
book was made possible, thanks to a loving family, great friends, and tremendous support that spanned across the
U.S.A. My goal is to educate, inspire, and inform the reader with a real
life story. I would like to thank you ahead of time for deciding to read and in effect
listen to my story. It is a story of failures and triumphs, of disappointments and successes. It is my story and it is the
truth.